Every person in my school literally can not stop thinking about themselves. I'm sure it takes them all their will power just to stop thinking about how they look. Pondering and re-questioning everything they say, everything they do, everything they wear and it seems even more importantly how their hair and makeup look. Even the guys probably can't stop thinking about their hair. Always poking and prodding at their faces and their bodies. Saying that their makeups running or that the have this single hair out of place or a single stain on their shirt. And the ever present "I need to lose weight". They cannot keep all these things to themselves, no, no, no. They have to share all these things with everyone else. Sharing is caring..... Ha ha no. If i have one hair out of place guess what they'll say "Oh um you have this hair like 30 degrees off from my sense of perfection. Let me get that for you... There ya go. Your welcome" Bitch, don't touch me. If i actually cared, i would have fixed it before. I don't need you fixing anything on me. I know what i could fix tho, all that processed shit on your face. You wear enough make-up for a clown. Please, i want to take a cloth to your face and scratch it. How much money and time you put into looking good.It doesn't look good and it's not even for an occasion. These girls cake all this stuff on for school. Is school even about learning anymore? No its become a fashion show.
Also what is the invention of push up bra's. Its like "I'm insecure about the actual size of my boobs so i need artificial boobs to make me feel better about myself". Your boobs are a lie SIR! Guess what i don't own, a push up bra. I don't need something to fill up that empty space in my heart with lies. When i guy sees your chest there like "look at that girls rack". Nop its not a awesome rack, its a awesome fabric pillow. Sorry to disappoint. But then people will sit there and try to explain to me why the own a push up bra. Oh my mom bought one for me, I've had this forever. Bullshit i know you bought it. You like that lie on your chest don't you. What has the world come to? Where we have to lie, put on these fake masks and false things just to be acceptable? I just don't wanna give a fuck. Is that such a hard thing to ask. Okay no and then we lie about our lies. So people will take pictures and say no makeup when it's obvious that's not how people look without makeup. They have makeup on, announce they don't have makeup on but they do have makeup on. I don't understand that. That just seems like a lot of extra work to me. Whats the point?
Thursday, November 14, 2013
Wednesday, November 13, 2013
Youth "religion pants" group
Tonight i went to a youth group and it was fun in all they had pizza and a bunch of video games, a pool table, couches and a tv, musical instruments to mess around with, soda, all those normal teenager comfort things and what not. So when i got there we just hung out for a while talked around and what introduced myself. But then it came down to the bible session.... it ruined my whole night and that isn't even an understatement. I haven't been able to drop the annoyance i carry towards religious people. All throughout man hunt and now after dinner and two hours later i still couldn't drop the animosity i carry towards people who have a faith. Especially christians. You know what made it worse? Tonight the went over proverbs about trust. So let me tell you all the reasons i wanted to get up and punch the living snot out of the pastor.
Reason Numero Uno!
The paper he passed out full of trust bible verses doesn't even go over trust in your fellow man. Like what the hell the only trust while being a christian is in god. Anybody else than the wholly spirit, you can't trust now can you. You need to not trust anybody, now children. You can only trust in god. Not one of the verses says anything about trusting other people its all "i will trust in thee" and "i have trusted in thy mercy; my heart shall rejoice in thy salvation". Not ONCE does it say anything about trust in the real world people. Do people really need faith in some imaginary figure to create the stimulation for other living beings. Like why can't you just trust someone. You don't need your trust in god to be your example to live your life. Think for yourselves. Figure out for yourselves what you think is wrong in right in this world. People don't need these direct rules to follow to be a good person. I'm a good person and i have a good set of morals because I KNOW what i see is right and wrong and i don't need some hypocritical imperfect person telling me what i should be doing with my life and what i shouldn't be doing with my life. Come back to me when you are perfect yourself then i might consider what you are forcing on to malleable minds as correct information. When he is sadly misinformed.
Reason Numero Douce!
The preacher who was talking to the youth group was a hypocrite. A flat out hypocrite. He told us not to mark our bodies and not do drugs and to not drink. When I'm sure as hell he has drinking alcohol in his lifetime. Well if your not supposed to be drinking, why have you drunken. And don't even ask me how i know he has, because literally who hasn't drunken alcohol. Like seriously. Also he sat there and said that you shouldn't look up to people who are full of themselves. Excuse me sir? Now what are you? Because I'm pretty sure not all of your, all knowing faith in "god" isn't being full of yourself. aren't you basically saying this is whats right and no one can alter that. Is that not being full of yourself. Maybe he meant proud. Proud people and cocky people i understand, but who with half a brain wants to hang around cocky people anyways like that's common sense. Again i don't need some (human made) book to tell me what i know. But the worst thing is is then he went into like how actors are full of themselves and how when they play a role and that role becomes a part of them. Okay first off, if he knew anything about acting is that the character doesn't become you. You become the character, you take your own personality and conform it to the role you are given. Secondly, i was just cast in a play yesterday I've been in multiple plays in my lifetime. Does that make me full of myself now? Suddenly I'm a cocky son of a bitch which no one should look up to. No and if he had half the wits about anything he was saying he wouldn't of said it. He should get all the facts and information before he says something (again) to malleable minds like the teenagers that i was sharing a room with. This type of stuff aggravates the heck out of me.
Reason Numero Treace!
Why should we put our faith in god? Because that's all it is. It is faith, and the definition of faith is complete trust or confidence in something or someone. But where is god? Can i see him. Can i touch him? don't give me that bullshit about "he's all around us". He's all around us, my ass. If i can not see him in front of me he doesn't exist. People put all there time and effort around this fictitious person. Like it's a waste of time and please i just want one religious person to even consider another point of view. Like no religion at all, not just another religion. I want every single religious person to go somewhere where there's absolutely no religion. And then come back and see what they think because i don't think there going to have the same opinion when they come back. Like even if a religious person says they've really considered another point of view, their lyng because if they even stray a little from that faith of theirs, all of it's just going to unravel. Everything that someone says they deny because of their faith. Like if i told them this they would call it blasphemy because they can't even fathom that i may be right. It's almost like a colt where long before we even knew what was happening they wrote in the bible that everyone who doesn't believe just doesn't have faith, and you need to keep your faith. You need to hold that faith and caress it and everything someone else says is wrong because you have this faith. They can respect your views all they want, but there never going to actually consider it to be true. NEVER! This is literally all the bible says. Fricking bible verses on trust, it's on faith and everything in the bible comes back to one thing "BELIEVE". Believe in fucking what is the question. But no one seems to understand that. Christianity, the most well organized and longest running colt ever!
I have so many other complaints but it's like 10:31 and i have school tomorrow so i shall talk to you again sometime this week probably. And idk if I'm going to be going back to that youth group. I don't know if i can stick through that whole thing again without flat out smacking someone or blowing a gasket.
Reason Numero Uno!
The paper he passed out full of trust bible verses doesn't even go over trust in your fellow man. Like what the hell the only trust while being a christian is in god. Anybody else than the wholly spirit, you can't trust now can you. You need to not trust anybody, now children. You can only trust in god. Not one of the verses says anything about trusting other people its all "i will trust in thee" and "i have trusted in thy mercy; my heart shall rejoice in thy salvation". Not ONCE does it say anything about trust in the real world people. Do people really need faith in some imaginary figure to create the stimulation for other living beings. Like why can't you just trust someone. You don't need your trust in god to be your example to live your life. Think for yourselves. Figure out for yourselves what you think is wrong in right in this world. People don't need these direct rules to follow to be a good person. I'm a good person and i have a good set of morals because I KNOW what i see is right and wrong and i don't need some hypocritical imperfect person telling me what i should be doing with my life and what i shouldn't be doing with my life. Come back to me when you are perfect yourself then i might consider what you are forcing on to malleable minds as correct information. When he is sadly misinformed.
Reason Numero Douce!
The preacher who was talking to the youth group was a hypocrite. A flat out hypocrite. He told us not to mark our bodies and not do drugs and to not drink. When I'm sure as hell he has drinking alcohol in his lifetime. Well if your not supposed to be drinking, why have you drunken. And don't even ask me how i know he has, because literally who hasn't drunken alcohol. Like seriously. Also he sat there and said that you shouldn't look up to people who are full of themselves. Excuse me sir? Now what are you? Because I'm pretty sure not all of your, all knowing faith in "god" isn't being full of yourself. aren't you basically saying this is whats right and no one can alter that. Is that not being full of yourself. Maybe he meant proud. Proud people and cocky people i understand, but who with half a brain wants to hang around cocky people anyways like that's common sense. Again i don't need some (human made) book to tell me what i know. But the worst thing is is then he went into like how actors are full of themselves and how when they play a role and that role becomes a part of them. Okay first off, if he knew anything about acting is that the character doesn't become you. You become the character, you take your own personality and conform it to the role you are given. Secondly, i was just cast in a play yesterday I've been in multiple plays in my lifetime. Does that make me full of myself now? Suddenly I'm a cocky son of a bitch which no one should look up to. No and if he had half the wits about anything he was saying he wouldn't of said it. He should get all the facts and information before he says something (again) to malleable minds like the teenagers that i was sharing a room with. This type of stuff aggravates the heck out of me.
Reason Numero Treace!
Why should we put our faith in god? Because that's all it is. It is faith, and the definition of faith is complete trust or confidence in something or someone. But where is god? Can i see him. Can i touch him? don't give me that bullshit about "he's all around us". He's all around us, my ass. If i can not see him in front of me he doesn't exist. People put all there time and effort around this fictitious person. Like it's a waste of time and please i just want one religious person to even consider another point of view. Like no religion at all, not just another religion. I want every single religious person to go somewhere where there's absolutely no religion. And then come back and see what they think because i don't think there going to have the same opinion when they come back. Like even if a religious person says they've really considered another point of view, their lyng because if they even stray a little from that faith of theirs, all of it's just going to unravel. Everything that someone says they deny because of their faith. Like if i told them this they would call it blasphemy because they can't even fathom that i may be right. It's almost like a colt where long before we even knew what was happening they wrote in the bible that everyone who doesn't believe just doesn't have faith, and you need to keep your faith. You need to hold that faith and caress it and everything someone else says is wrong because you have this faith. They can respect your views all they want, but there never going to actually consider it to be true. NEVER! This is literally all the bible says. Fricking bible verses on trust, it's on faith and everything in the bible comes back to one thing "BELIEVE". Believe in fucking what is the question. But no one seems to understand that. Christianity, the most well organized and longest running colt ever!
I have so many other complaints but it's like 10:31 and i have school tomorrow so i shall talk to you again sometime this week probably. And idk if I'm going to be going back to that youth group. I don't know if i can stick through that whole thing again without flat out smacking someone or blowing a gasket.
Sunday, November 10, 2013
Thirsty Girls
Teenage girls just have so many hormones. Raging and rolling like waves. One minute we're up at the peak of happiness and the next minute we're tumbling down a hill to the bottom. But one thing we always seem to find time for, is to fawn over boys. We show off for them. We prance around in tiny uncomfortable shirts and skirts just so we could even have the chance to have a guy what our ass or admire our boobs. But there's been a few instances where I've sat and thought to myself; What are we doing? Get a life. Can we please stop falling over ea. other every time we see a cute guy or a guy with an accent.
Instance #1
There is this exchange student in our school. He's from Switzerland and actually quite attractive but that's besides the point. I play volleyball and he plays football. Football ends practice before volleyball. So when we have a volleyball game the football team comes and supports us. Which i think they come only because theirs girls on my team with humongous asses. So afterwards the Swiss guy came down from the bleachers to probably talk to some people on our team. I left early because i didn't have to help pick up. But I had forgotten my Orchestra dress in the supply closet so i ran back inside to grab my dress. When i left i literally passed a swarm of girl surrounding this one guy. The other team we had played was surrounding him. It was absolutely pathetic. That guy could be a dick for all they cared. Just because he has a cute accent makes him the new element in the periodic table for some reason.
Instance #2
Me and my friends eat outside everyday, unless the weather is harsh. I'm sitting on one of the tables with one of my friends Christiana, i'm in the middle of the conversation with her and she's texting away. Either texting or on ifunny. Which is a complete contradiction because she has a friend right in front of her why does she need her phone out. There's this new thing called talking but i guess she hasn't heard of it, most people haven't now a days because it's a dead language. Anyways she doesn't even look up one second but once her crush comes outside she runs to his side of the food court and starts flirting up a storm. I don't think she could have been more obvious. Like why doesn't she just take her clothes off then and there. If he started something, she would be so desperate to get some, she would just let him have it. Like has being hard to get become old fashioned. Why does she seem to need his attention?
Instance #3
I recently had homecoming. My sister also went. So she had to give me a ride as usual. Her friend with this guy. They weren't really into ea other. So i mean when my sister friend left because "it was whack" her date hung out around me. We started dancing and one thing lead to another. I started grinding on him. I turned around and our faces were so close, so i kissed him. We were making out. After this we went to go sit down because they were calling homecoming court and i don't believe in all that stuff. Like yay you won something in life. Yeah right. But we went to sit down and we started to talk. Then we started making out again. It just went down hill from there. But the thing is i would never do that in real life. There was something in the smoke machine or something
But why is it that all girls are trying to impress guys and all guys are trying to impress girls. Like why cant we just live in co-existence in peace and not care what the other sex thinks about us. Most of our lives are rapped around being alone or being with someone. Like that's what we care about in life. Why can't any of us just not care. Maybe if everyone didn't care i wouldn't care. But once someone points something out i have to care. So like if i like the way my hair looks, my friend will come up to me and say that there's something wrong with it. I wish i could just say i didn't care but since they pointed it out i'm gonna care now. This concept is swung over to relationships. Like if my friends didn't care i wouldn't care. If i don't care i should just not care. Why does peer pressure have to exist? Why can't we just live life by ourselves happily? Why do i need other people to be happy? because i long for this sooo much and it seems so impossible. My friends literally have told me they don't have a choose if they flirt or not it just happens and i'm like no it does not "just happen". You have to try to be that obvious. Why do we have to fall over guys for them to like us and vice verse? Why can't i just be myself and if someone else wants to tag along in my adventures they can. Why can't it be that simple. No we have to complicate everything and it's so pointless.
Sunday, November 3, 2013
My new fav. Actor
Friday, November 1, 2013
cRaFtIeS
WE SHOULD DEFINITELY MAKE THESE FOR PEOPLE :)
How to: Woven Paper Stars – The One Million Stars Project
I little while ago I had the great pleasure to meet the super talented Maryann Talia Pau, weaver and artist. She was running a star weaving workshop as part of a
Here is my chat with Maryann…
What is the million stars project?
1 Million Stars to End Violence is an epic ‘Weave jam’/project that I started last September after the violent death of local Brunswick woman Jill Meagher. It started as a personal response to the sadness and community outpouring of emotion. People from our church helped to look after a vigil that local women began on the steps of our church. I helped to collect written messages for Jill’s family but couldn’t find any words to write. I saw a quote by Dr Martin Luther King Jnr that someone had placed in the sea of flowers, that said “Returning hate for hate, only multiplies hate, adding more darkness to a night already void of stars. Only light and love can drive out the darkness.” That had a profound impact on me and so the weaver in me decided to weave stars as a symbol of light and hope. I wanted to keep weaving stars and teach as many people as I could, so that we could make hope, light and courage to end violence together.
How can readers participate?
I’m inviting people to learn how to weave these 8 pointed stars and to send them in to be part of a massive display in December. Any one is welcome, women, men and children, and they can learn by attending any of the free workshops I run each month, in a different location across Melbourne, with some interstate. People can also watch my tutorial video on Youtube. My hope is that people will learn and keep passing it on by creating a Star Weave Jam with their own communities – in a local cafe, park, beach or lounge room! All you need is some plastic gift ribbon, scissors, a share plate and a tub to collect the stars in! It’s a great way to get to know people be part of an international community art project! People can stay up to date by visiting the website www.onemillionstars.net
I’m inviting people to learn how to weave these 8 pointed stars and to send them in to be part of a massive display in December. Any one is welcome, women, men and children, and they can learn by attending any of the free workshops I run each month, in a different location across Melbourne, with some interstate. People can also watch my tutorial video on Youtube. My hope is that people will learn and keep passing it on by creating a Star Weave Jam with their own communities – in a local cafe, park, beach or lounge room! All you need is some plastic gift ribbon, scissors, a share plate and a tub to collect the stars in! It’s a great way to get to know people be part of an international community art project! People can stay up to date by visiting the website www.onemillionstars.net
What are you going to do with all the stars?
All of these beautiful stars, woven across cities like Melbourne, Alice Springs, Sydney, Brisbane, Auckland, Rarotonga, Milwaukee, Texas & London are going to be strung together and displayed as one large installation at The Royal Exhibition Building, Carlton for The Big Design Market Fri 6, Sat 7 & Sun 8 December 2013. I think it’s important for us to see them up this year, to have a sense of achievement, that this is what we can do together! My vision is to have them up and on display once a year till 2015 so that we can see how big it is growing. This project is teaching me that anything is possible!!
All of these beautiful stars, woven across cities like Melbourne, Alice Springs, Sydney, Brisbane, Auckland, Rarotonga, Milwaukee, Texas & London are going to be strung together and displayed as one large installation at The Royal Exhibition Building, Carlton for The Big Design Market Fri 6, Sat 7 & Sun 8 December 2013. I think it’s important for us to see them up this year, to have a sense of achievement, that this is what we can do together! My vision is to have them up and on display once a year till 2015 so that we can see how big it is growing. This project is teaching me that anything is possible!!
Watch Maryann’s Video to learn how to make these eight pointed woven stars.
So since the workshop I’ve been keeping busy weaving stars out of anything I can get my hands on, it’s slightly addictive and very satisfying knowing that they will become part of something beautiful and meaningful.
One if my favourite mediums to weave with is old magazine pages. It costs nothing and is a fun way to recycle unwanted magazines or catalogs. Here is how I make four ‘ribbons’ out of a magazine page.
1. Neatly tear out a page.
2. Cut or tear into 4 equal width strips
3. Fold each strip over twice (into thirds).
4. Follow Maryann’s video tutorial
5. Ta Da! Pretty star from an old magazine page.
1. Neatly tear out a page.
2. Cut or tear into 4 equal width strips
3. Fold each strip over twice (into thirds).
4. Follow Maryann’s video tutorial
5. Ta Da! Pretty star from an old magazine page.
Colourful pages will give you colourful stars. You can also use strips of old wrapping paper too.
Make a ton of stars and send them to Maryann so they can be included in her art installation. She will be adding to the work till 2015 so there is still plenty of time to participate.
The address is…
The address is…
One Million Stars
c/- Maryann Talia Pau
PO Box 107
Brunswick 3056
Victoria. Australia.
c/- Maryann Talia Pau
PO Box 107
Brunswick 3056
Victoria. Australia.
With your new found skills you can weave stars to decorate your home too, then send them off to Maryann when you are finished with them.
String them together to make a garland or mobile like I have here. I’ll be making some more to decorate my tree this Christmas.
Why not make some and add them to Christmas gifts as an embellishment? The uses this festive season are endless.
Get together with a group of friends and have your own ‘Weave Jam’ session, it’s a great excuse to spend some time chatting with friends and eat cake!
String them together to make a garland or mobile like I have here. I’ll be making some more to decorate my tree this Christmas.
Why not make some and add them to Christmas gifts as an embellishment? The uses this festive season are endless.
Get together with a group of friends and have your own ‘Weave Jam’ session, it’s a great excuse to spend some time chatting with friends and eat cake!
Happy Weaving!
WE SHOULD DEFINITELY MAKE THESE FOR PEOPLE :)
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