Tonight i went to a youth group and it was fun in all they had pizza and a bunch of video games, a pool table, couches and a tv, musical instruments to mess around with, soda, all those normal teenager comfort things and what not. So when i got there we just hung out for a while talked around and what introduced myself. But then it came down to the bible session.... it ruined my whole night and that isn't even an understatement. I haven't been able to drop the annoyance i carry towards religious people. All throughout man hunt and now after dinner and two hours later i still couldn't drop the animosity i carry towards people who have a faith. Especially christians. You know what made it worse? Tonight the went over proverbs about trust. So let me tell you all the reasons i wanted to get up and punch the living snot out of the pastor.
Reason Numero Uno!
The paper he passed out full of trust bible verses doesn't even go over trust in your fellow man. Like what the hell the only trust while being a christian is in god. Anybody else than the wholly spirit, you can't trust now can you. You need to not trust anybody, now children. You can only trust in god. Not one of the verses says anything about trusting other people its all "i will trust in thee" and "i have trusted in thy mercy; my heart shall rejoice in thy salvation". Not ONCE does it say anything about trust in the real world people. Do people really need faith in some imaginary figure to create the stimulation for other living beings. Like why can't you just trust someone. You don't need your trust in god to be your example to live your life. Think for yourselves. Figure out for yourselves what you think is wrong in right in this world. People don't need these direct rules to follow to be a good person. I'm a good person and i have a good set of morals because I KNOW what i see is right and wrong and i don't need some hypocritical imperfect person telling me what i should be doing with my life and what i shouldn't be doing with my life. Come back to me when you are perfect yourself then i might consider what you are forcing on to malleable minds as correct information. When he is sadly misinformed.
Reason Numero Douce!
The preacher who was talking to the youth group was a hypocrite. A flat out hypocrite. He told us not to mark our bodies and not do drugs and to not drink. When I'm sure as hell he has drinking alcohol in his lifetime. Well if your not supposed to be drinking, why have you drunken. And don't even ask me how i know he has, because literally who hasn't drunken alcohol. Like seriously. Also he sat there and said that you shouldn't look up to people who are full of themselves. Excuse me sir? Now what are you? Because I'm pretty sure not all of your, all knowing faith in "god" isn't being full of yourself. aren't you basically saying this is whats right and no one can alter that. Is that not being full of yourself. Maybe he meant proud. Proud people and cocky people i understand, but who with half a brain wants to hang around cocky people anyways like that's common sense. Again i don't need some (human made) book to tell me what i know. But the worst thing is is then he went into like how actors are full of themselves and how when they play a role and that role becomes a part of them. Okay first off, if he knew anything about acting is that the character doesn't become you. You become the character, you take your own personality and conform it to the role you are given. Secondly, i was just cast in a play yesterday I've been in multiple plays in my lifetime. Does that make me full of myself now? Suddenly I'm a cocky son of a bitch which no one should look up to. No and if he had half the wits about anything he was saying he wouldn't of said it. He should get all the facts and information before he says something (again) to malleable minds like the teenagers that i was sharing a room with. This type of stuff aggravates the heck out of me.
Reason Numero Treace!
Why should we put our faith in god? Because that's all it is. It is faith, and the definition of faith is complete trust or confidence in something or someone. But where is god? Can i see him. Can i touch him? don't give me that bullshit about "he's all around us". He's all around us, my ass. If i can not see him in front of me he doesn't exist. People put all there time and effort around this fictitious person. Like it's a waste of time and please i just want one religious person to even consider another point of view. Like no religion at all, not just another religion. I want every single religious person to go somewhere where there's absolutely no religion. And then come back and see what they think because i don't think there going to have the same opinion when they come back. Like even if a religious person says they've really considered another point of view, their lyng because if they even stray a little from that faith of theirs, all of it's just going to unravel. Everything that someone says they deny because of their faith. Like if i told them this they would call it blasphemy because they can't even fathom that i may be right. It's almost like a colt where long before we even knew what was happening they wrote in the bible that everyone who doesn't believe just doesn't have faith, and you need to keep your faith. You need to hold that faith and caress it and everything someone else says is wrong because you have this faith. They can respect your views all they want, but there never going to actually consider it to be true. NEVER! This is literally all the bible says. Fricking bible verses on trust, it's on faith and everything in the bible comes back to one thing "BELIEVE". Believe in fucking what is the question. But no one seems to understand that. Christianity, the most well organized and longest running colt ever!
I have so many other complaints but it's like 10:31 and i have school tomorrow so i shall talk to you again sometime this week probably. And idk if I'm going to be going back to that youth group. I don't know if i can stick through that whole thing again without flat out smacking someone or blowing a gasket.
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