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I just went and witnessed the miracle that is Enders game. I've always said that a movie is great when it makes you question your own life and this movie racked my brain. The realization that Ender is a character and played by an actor was something to conceptualize but also the magnitude of people that must have worked on this project for years is so hard to comprehend. The simplest things i had forgotten in this movie. When a movie is not great, there is no feeling afterwards. Almost a numbness me. But when it is great, my brain will not stop buzzing with so many emotions. It's hard for me even to form a comprehensible sentence right now more or less critically access this movie like a good critic would. But i am no critic, now am i? This movie had made me question my existence even more than before. But it also makes me want to achieve something. I want to learn everything. I want to learn martial arts and the art of defense, i want to fully understand all of the core subjects, i now want to become more cultured, i want to learn how to make a difference like so many of these actors are doing with their mind blowing performances.  This movie has left me with so many realizations. Like the fact i need higher education, but it needs to be specialized or it will be very difficult for me to learn and use my knowledge. I need to become more active, i need to stop focusing on my minuscule little school and start doing things with my life. Asa Butterfeild (Ender) is only one year older then me. He has already been in approximately 7 movies. That's absolutely insane. Who says i can't do that. I need to figure out what my passion is and stick with it. My lack of determination and will is not going to get me any where in life, so that needs to be fixed. I need to try and focus on the important things all the time. I need to stop procrastinating and actually try and physically remind myself to better myself. Either a note or something i need to get things moving. When you think about this movie? All of the acting, scores, directing, costume design, set design and especially the CGI put into this film..... is astronomical. It must have taken the size of a small town to create and perfect this movie. All of the work and effort put into this... i don't think i could do anything as big. Also the amount of talent and skill needed to complete all these feats. It's awe inspiring and this... this is why i love movies.